CCBOY '4' LIFE AND EVER...

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

First day of term 4... Timetable changed alot... Everyday will be released at 1.50pm while those that are not taking economic is 12.30pm... Got back some of the results and i really mean some only.. Bit and parcels here and there... Only gonna get everything back on friday itself...

Shock

Biology MCQ did quite badly... Maybe a fairly good result to other but to me it was bad... Didn't even hit my minimum target of 30/40... Out of the first 4questions alreadly got 3wrong... You can tell how bad i did liao... Yesh it was a difficult paper, but if other people can score like 34 35 so can I... Biology was my so-called best subject but now even my MCQ didn't even get me an A... Haiz... BUCK UP!!!

Surprises

Mdm gave a brief summary of how our class did for GP... Our class results considered as one of the best... And yesh, i pass my Essay (Paper 1)... This was what mdm said and hopefully she got it right or else i dunnoe how to face the rest on Friday.. Because i 'thick-skinned' shared my joy with the class...

This was followed by Econ.. Mr. Koh went through the MCQ paper for econ. For the first 19questions impossibly i ONLY GOT 1WRONG... And only walter got a better marks than me which was as-expected a bloody full-marks... Then he went through the next 4questions then all the errors starts flowing in... Currently out of the 23questions he went through, i got 19 which is second in class LOL... Went through the rest of the 7questions with my mates and i think got like 1or 2wrong... So hopefully can like get 23 24 out of 30...
PS: Got 24/30 third in class...

Econ and GP was supposedly to be my worse subjects out of the 5(4As 1AO) but ended up with much to my surprise... Yesh is true there are other components to each subjects. GP Paper 2 was quite badly done in the whole cohert so i aint worry since i am now the norm... As for Econ i long time already given up hope... Did only 1out3 essays and attempted only 10marks out of 30 for case study... So how am i suppose to pass econ and gp still... But i am much more confident in doing well for the A Level though...

Lastest: CHem MCQ got 32/40... The highest ever i got for chem... The hardest section was the last 10questions and i managed to get 9out of 10right LOL... However my first 20questions got 7WRONG... Lots of careless... Should have scored like 35at least

Sad

My grandmum got warded last week.. Went to visit her twice and her condition is getting bad to worse. This was a dilemma amongst her children, my uncles aunts and dad... To amputate her foot till the knee cap and risk the dangers of losing too much blood and... or just let nature take it course if you get what i mean... The sights of her feet just make me feel so ... They finally decided to go with Nature and Time and my grandmum herself also supported it.
Would you take a gamble and take the operation and risk your life? Or would you be against it? At least you still know that you stil can survive for a period of time before your time is up.
Would you hope that you will prefer to live longer and endure the pain? Or prefer shortening your pain ,together with your life?

Lots of dilemma.....

Today my dad went to vist my grandmum, his mum... She though she would be discharged soon... But the problem is most of my relatives think otherwise. Haiz....

Sometimes is better if you let go...

I am not that kinda of person that will go visit people alone unlike my cousin who is visting her almost everyday despite the fact he is taking his prelim now... On my last visit, I almost fainted when in the ward for no reason(maybe is the environment). Because of this, i think i can't dream of being a doctor anymore. Also being the only heir, i feel so ashamed and helpless...

The next time when you gonna quarrel with your parents, think of when they gonna die... I DON'T mean in the BAD way... What i meant was, you dun wanna only to regret your actions when they have not much time left.

People Only Cherish what they had when they lost it...

For now... Only time tells...

CCBOY WEI QIANG WHO IS NOT A SISSY @ 7:47 PM

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